Moving day and NOT excited

Well again here I am in the middle of the night wide awake. Back up at 2am. Went to neopets,read emails and now here I am writing. If there's any one who is ever up or wants to chat just drop me a line any time at dayxdreamxangel@aol.com, or unlucky_2_b_me@yahoo.com.
Ok as for the unlucky email them are underscores (_) between them but can't til cause they are underlined. I know weird email addys huh? Oh well I happen to pick them as how I feel. I am unlucky and I do day dream ALOT.

Insomnia oh how it does suck. Ok well today is moving day!.. Yes... So why am I not happy. Been homeless since mid summer and I finally got a home. Could it be the fact that I had seriously thought that by calling a divorce lawyer while Bill was here was going to change anything? Yeah..Right.. Whatever!... I knew better then that. But you know what thats ok. Ok so I say that now but later it will be different. I hate the up and down roller coaster of emotions.

Kids are so excited about moving in today. I mean they get there own rooms,space,toys and a yard to play in lol. They are so excited!.. Me I'm looking forward to NOT being in this small 4 walled room. And oh my most favorite of the house is the fireplace. May not be able to have a romantic night but I will sure enjoy the piece and crackling of logs. I won't have internet but should by the end of the week! Oh yes I so live for my computer. Have to say it's my best friend. LMAO.. So maybe that's not true but you know what. Oh well.

No t.v.,no internet omg what am I going to do. I am going to be board out of my mind. I'm already crazy so I can't do that. Still got to do some packing in the room can't do that til the kids are up.

After 11 am I won't be online. I will so miss it. But I will just go to the library and get online for a hour later. *fingers crossed* LoL. But I will be glad when phone is on and dsl is hooked up.

I just hope the neighbor don't come over. She did the other night while we were there and I really don't like her. Ok I don't like no one. But that's beside the point. I do have a best friend online met a few years back never met in person but she does help me thru the tough times. Even if it is everyday. And her sister to though we rarely talk she is just always so busy. But were usually in each others thought. And well Jack he's my best friend as well. He just doesn't know it.

Well my plans for today is to get moved into the new place. And when all the kids are bathed and tucked in bed relax by the fireplace. Just me,myself and I. Guess you could say camp out in the living room. Since I do love camping it'll just be indoors. ;)

Though sitting here thinking which is ALL I ever do. The wondering mind. I probably won't beable to visit the library today. Gonna move in,get things out of storage, (so glad) and get it in and then go buy groceries. OMG yes a REAL fridge with freezer. And a stove that really works and a oven. Oh my been homeless way to long. Can't you tell? Will never EVER be homeless again. Kids are already requesting mom's famous lasagna. The one thing I know how to do is cook. I say only if moms not to tired. If so it's pizza from the oven LOL. In front of the fireplace with them at least tell I get us a kitchen table to stick in the dining room.

Ok so maybe I am getting a tad bit excited. But won't officially tell we exchange check for keys lol. It just won't same real.
Ok it's time to closeout Jason is sitting in his pack n play waiting to be put back to sleep will most likely write another entry before I break down the computer.